Today

Do you ever have those blah days? Today is one of those days for me. My head feels full and heavy and the hours seem to stretch by. I feel like things just refuse to go right. I was late to work this morning - meaning that I walked into a meeting late - a meeting that I was supposed to be taking notes for. I started the day with a headache and really can't shake the feeling. It is weird that when you feel blah that your eating habits go south as well. You want to eat to match how you feel so you eat comfort food that in the end really does not comfort anyone, it just makes you feel more blah and guilty for eating so poorly. Do you ever have those days? Today is one of those days for me. After my poor lunch choice, I thought I would shut my eyes for 20 minutes - you know that thing they call a power nap - there was no power in that nap. First of all, I fell asleep for an hour and 20 minutes, not good when you have already used up 40 minutes of your lunch hour. Second, I woke up more tired and feeling even more guilty. Guilt is not a fun emotion to carry and it is really hard to dispel. I don't mean to write such a depressing blog but today is just one of those blah days. I guess in a sense I want you to know that I am just like you and experience my ups and downs like you all. Despite the blah day, I have to say that I know God is faithful and His love endures forever. I know that He is with me in spite of my poor attitude. His arms are open to love me and comfort me in my dark places. Thank you Lord for loving me when I don't deserve it!